My first love

Hello my dear readers, today I will talk to you about one of the topics that I have hoped to refer to during this semester and it is about “My First Love”.

Now that I think about it, it is difficult to talk about love, I know I have felt it, But how do you know when it really is love?

I think I’ve had different loves during different stages of my life and I mean in the sense of romantic love and interpersonal relationship

I think my first childhood love was like forgetting “Pavez”, I was in love with him for years and since I was little I decided that only with him would I give my first kiss, which I achieve at the age of 15, He taught me to love myself and what it meant to love someone else.

Then there’s that love that hurts, that breaks your heart and it’s almost always your first real sentimental relationship, well for me that person was “Javier”, who broke my heart, He taught me what infidelity was and that for love you can also suffer.

Then there’s that healing love, that that comes from nothing to elevate your world and make you feel like you deserve the best of the earth, that love was called "José Tomás" We lived together for a year, I love myself unconditionally and until now when we meet at the University, we value what we had, and we respect each other deeply.

Finally, there’s that strange love, the one you don’t understand, for me it was Federico Matzner (I hope you don’t read this Fede) He’s everything I’ve ever wanted in a person, but he’s never sure if he really loves me or feels anything for me, We’ve been together for months, and we still don’t know who we are, and when I say months I mean one year between trips and turns. I love you Asshole, (I don’t know if you read this, considering you’ve always wanted to read my English blogs) but you are wonderful and I love you immensely (I think I am declaring myself to you publicly)

Honestly it is difficult to talk about love, but for me these people have been the most important, I believe in love, I have felt it in every part of my body and it has broken my soul, but for that I must not stop loving.